SUNDAY today!
tmr PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
no sch.
yippe yeah.

i think i seriously have thrown back all my e-maths back to my sec sch teachers.
sorry arh.
though did pay attention, but i have thrown back everything to all the teachers who taught me before.
whahaha.
i was doing my calculus tutorial ytd and then so tired lor.
:(
then i keep on forget how to do.
cos its algebra revision.
hm.
later then continue.

was suppose to stay up and do my tut, but somehow, the cough mixture did a very good job for me.
:)
it makes me drowsy.
and then i just went to sleep.

one word
dead.
tues got three tut wor.
sigh.

ytd pei one of my friend.
though i didn't help much
cos seriously i don't know what to say.
cos decision doesn't lies with us.
though we can provide her with comments and stuff
final decision lies with her.
:(
hm.
hope she's feeling all better

now at home.
printing my notes.
but i can't access factiva.
HOW TO PRINT THE NEWSPAPER ARTICLES!!!
well.

next sat polling day as well as lq bday.
hm.

oh yah, i was suppose to take my btt on the 17 of may but then me and my friend just change the date to one week later.but like no differences leh.
think we will change again.
haha.
at this rate, we don't need to take le.
haha.
FELICIA, when are u going to take?

after the rain, the rainbow will appear.
time heals everything.

=/


sometimes i feel so helpless when my friends are in trouble
cos all we can do is to console ppl and if they are still sad we were be also sad.
sighh

r/s stuff i might not understand but then somehow its part of life.
love things are so difficult to say
like how some ppl can be together for yrs and in the end they still ended up in tears.
sighh

its not me having prob but somehow i also a bit affected.
cos i hate to see my friends in this state.
i just hope everything will be fine soon

yes. i went to see the doctor yesterday after i reach home at 8.15.
went to see and yah lah.
the antibiotics is PINK colour wor.somemore is BRIGHT PINK!
:)
hah
i don't even feel like eating but i got to.
sighh..

and now in sch printing all the things.
but then.
so many ppl printing.
hai.
alright ciaos then.
:)

everyone stay happy.
ok
:)


i went to sch.
and then when the CAC lect was going on halfway.
not even for 1 hour i think.
the FIRE DRILL went off.
emergency exercise.
:(
arghh.
came to school and then NO LECT worx. arghh
what is this?
i should have went to sleep in my comfy bed instead.
nvm lah.

under the hot sun in the basketball court.
a lot of ppl were there.
cool!
colourful umbrella was out the of the bag.
so many students taking umbrella.
arghhhh
alright.
im tired now.

sighh.


no voice now.
don't even need to talk to me now.

yea.
i skip biz day yesterday.
not only me.my friends, and others i think.
somemore we gota be there in red,maroon or pink.i have pink tee ok.
i wonder how many yr 3(seniors) turn up.and of course the juniors.
and wonder the juniors and seniors were having fun yesterday.
after the last yr biz day when im in my junior years, it was.
don't know what is the word to describe.
haha.
but nvm lah.
we still know our classmates. cos its the same as last sem.

we skip the biz day and headed straight to the Tampines central.
went to have lunch.
and then KBOX.
we spent 10 bucks there.
cos we got voucher.
:)
hee.
anyway, sorry to the rest. initially say go together, in the end, we go with another friend.
paiseh.

gtg.
lect at 9am.

till then,ciaos.
:)


i deleted the previous post.

cos everything is fine now for my friend.
:)

anyway.
later got orientation.
but sld be skipping.
arhh.
im a bad student right.

feel better after resting.
:)

later got sch at 9.
gota change my clothes soon.
:)

ciaos then.


it was not being deleted.
:)
the photos not being deleted.
haha.
i blur eyes.
not being deleted by my bro or sis.
yay!

sch started yesterday.
and yet.
im still not adjusting myself to it.
:(
so stress after the first day

went to tamp mall after sch with carol.
went ljs and ate lunch.
at 5 something.
then shop ard.
saw a billabong skirt i like a lot.
59.90
but i wear like very short leh.
sigh.
thn i scared i buy le.
my dad is gona say its very short.
nvm, see how ba.

now sick le me.
sore throat is back, flu and slight fever is back.
sighhh.
i hate to be sick.
i wana be healthy!

:)

sickness go away.
and yet again.
i haven study for BTT.
arghhh.

i did my tut last night.
i must be mad right now.
>.<

gtg.
bye~


tell me JJ rocks?
haha.
tell me, tell me.
:)
JAY rocks also lah.
:p

hee.
went to expo yesterday for the JJ party.
super duper cool
but duper duper blur me.
u know what.
i don't know how 2 function my camera.
i think i forgotten to set it to indoor mode.
the pics.
i don't know.
went with Xj and Yf.
then we were crapping a lot before going into the hall.
then, it was very very cold.
haha.
then yesterday morning, wana sleep a while more. but then cos here was having sort of community bonding and upgrading celebration thingy opposite my house badminton court there.
so noisy lor.
but then, nvm lah.

Sidetrack a bit.
on sat.
we went to bugis with liqiu,ting,abi and fel.
initially was ktv, in the end is shopping.
i have been to shopping for a lot of times already.
and bugis and orchard are on my list.
and we went to bugis.
so i was a bit sian diao.
cos i bought a lot of stuff.
and theres nothing for me to buy anymore.
hm.
then we went tamp and meet zw and cs.
then we went to find a place to eat.
then we decide on yoshinoya.
cos practically every place we went, was full with ppl.
:)
yay?
then 6 ppl squeeze 4 ppl seat.
>.<

i haven study for my btt.
dead..

music, sld i continue?
or what now?
sighh.


i don't know what to say abt my timetable.
for the freaking first time in my whole life.
i got three days starting at 9am.
three days ending at 6pm.
though theres once in year 1.1 and 1.2, theres only 1 day starting at 8am.
and the rest still ok.
but now.

FREAK.
and theres 2 days where i have classes from 9-6.
which means one thing-no slacking le.
though there is one.
where i have 5 hours break in between.

and i gotten calculus.
don't know good or bad news for me.
i wana take.
now i don't feel like taking.
but then.
sighh.
i don't know lah.

Banking treasury management
Credit Administration and Control
Financial Analysis
Security analysis and Portfolio management
Managerial Accounting 1
Calculus
Apel 3(non exam, so not consider)

though only 6 exam subject.
i shouldn't be complaining.
my friend got 8.
so no complaint from me.ok.

thought the timetable looks ok to me.
but i don't like it when i have tut from 4-6.
or even lect from 4-6

and
for friday, my friends right, only got one lecture from 9-11.
and theres no other lecture slots.(i thought theres another, i go to the other one, so i wouldn't have 5 hours break in between before my another lect-calculus).
and calculus lect must sign attendance de.
:(
so cannot change the lect slot or what.
ahhh.

and tues, my friends need to come only at 2.
i need to come at 9.
now i don't know what to say liao lor.
sighh.

:(

boohoo.

later is sushi time with my friends.
xj,mic and ting.

yesterday went to chai chee ktv.
ok lah.
did enjoy myself.
though i sing till a bit mian qiang.
haha.
then after that went to bedook 85.
satay, bar chor mee, stingray, satay beehoon, fried hokkien mee.
oh eh yeah.
:)

then on wed, i went to bedok with my mum.
she went to pass something to my aunt.
then we went to my aunt house.
slack there and talk to my niece and nephew.
and oh my god lah.
they so young and yet know so many things that we are facing lah.
hahaha.
da chang jin is in my house.
as in the VCD lah.
haha.
i wonder my gastric at night is it because of the yummy food that was on the TV.
haha.

ok. gtg and bath.

Monday starts sch.
i hope i will be having a nice day.
i hope i will.
:)
i know i will.
work hard.

Clara coming back today.
hm.


time heals everything my friend.
don't think too much.
:)
u gota move on. alright.
and tomorrow will be a better day.
jia you.

i told my friend this yesterday.
:)
hehe.
hope she's feeling better.

the word cancer again, run into my ear this morning.
something happen.
:(
hope everything really will be ok.
*prays*

time-table coming out tmr.
arghh.
hope i will be in the same class with my friends.
:)
i hope so.

i really gota thank my friends.
they really provide listening ear.

and yah. i bought the sandals i want.
from far east.
haha.
:)
my mum say its nice.
and then my sis say win liao lor.
haha.
yesterday was fun.
we(me,carol and xiuxia) went to wistma foodcourt and then have lunch.
we order food and share.
their things are nice!
:)
esp the tim sum
haha.

oh yah.
i want that shirt from HULA AND CO.
arghh.

bye for now.


im still not feeling well.
arghhhh..
my gastric pain in the night is getting worst.
:(
what is wrong with me?

yesterday went out.
first stop is bugis.
went pastamania with leechin and weiyi, in the end, sigh.
cos i was having toothache.
i can't even eat anything, but i manage to eat my pasta in the end.
shop ard and went to orchard.
bought the multi vitamin B for my bro at watson taka.
:)

went to far east after that.
saw a lot of things i wana buy.
but i don't know why i so sian.
maybe is my toothache making me super duper no mood to shop.
bought a shoe.
but i also don't know why i didn't buy another one.
but then haha. u know me lah. my shoe can just spoilt in just one or even two month(but im proud that this time round, my shoe ta han for the whole of 5 month). so. haha. i bought something budget kind lor(since i happen to be shoe pro). but im still getting that shoe lah.
cos when i reach home, i ask my mum, then my mum said, aiyo, if u like it, just buy lor.
if i buy it right, i can forget abt meeting my target in my bank.
so save, save, save.
hahaha.
i think i will get it.
and that shirt.
and that skirt.
okok.
im mad already.
but then.

last night while i was sleeping, wh msg me asking me this thurs MOS.
i will go if im really feeling much better(but i don't know leh).
where got i go already then im not feeling well.
esp my gastric pain.
it only happen in the night. not in the day.
what's on earth is wrong?
gastric pain, go away.
don't come and find me.

i couldn't sleep last night.
something is not right with me.
sch starting and i can already feel the stress.
ahhh.
now i don't want school to start,im so contradicting.
:(

ahh.
this is really call life when sch starts.
pray that i will be in the same class with my friends.
:)

sighhh.


:(
im still not feeling super duper well.
my wisdom tooth is aching in the day and night.
i can't eat anything cos im having sore throat(but i force myself to eat).
my gastric pain ain't getting better.
i wonder is there anything wrong with me.
this is making me couldn't even sleep in the middle of the night.
i was staring at my ceiling for the whole night yesterday and for the past few day.
:(

the mention of the word Cancer in front of me now just send shiver down my spine.
yesterday my mum was on the phone, they talked abt it. cos somehow, my relative friend contracted don't know what cancer.
my friend did ask me also.
then i remembered my friend.
then a lot of other stuff.
...
:(
i hated this word i think.
whoever like it?
i can only be helpless when i see ppl suffering.
i can only cry when something happen.
i also don't know how.
:(

sighh.
enough of bad things lah.

On sat. i accompanied tingting together with xuejing to Singapore expo.
duh. john little expo sale.
tingting main mission is to find her friends.
me and xuejing mission.
as mention above.
Accompanied lor.
duh.
before that i was at challenger finding for a mouse.
my mouse simply die on me.
not the whole mouse.
but just the scroller.
:(
i was in a mess on which to choose though.
then after that. i finally choose 1.
i like it a lot though.
anyway.
its my money.
hahahaha.
ok.

tmr gona book my BTT finally(i hope) with my friends.
maybe i wouldn't make it in my first attempt.
haha.
okok.
im going crazy.
im going to drink my milo soon.
im having gastric right now.
okok.
bye.

later is shopping with my friends.
hope i can enjoy myself.
which i think i will.
:)

till then. ciaos.
:)


today is public holiday.
argh.
its GOOD FRIDAY.
:)

well. have been slacking.
next week worst.
i think im having nightmare soon.
:(
cos next week time-table surely out.
arghhh..

:(

im still having gastric pain this few nights.
and headache.
arghh.
whats wrong.
:(


did i mention i saw XJ and Alvin at Whitesand foodcourt yesterday?
hoho. so qiao.
:)
glad that xj is feeling better.
:)
and also a lecturer cum tutor. think Xj also saw ba. haha.


i wana blog yesterday, but somehow i was tired.
having mild gastric pain despite i DID ate dinner.

her final journey, we were there to walked with her.

i seem okay before going to that place.
but then my heart is a different thing.

everyone seems familiar. teachers, students, ex-students.
the white and blue uniform that i will never forget in my whole life.
the 2 songs that we sang yesterday will also never ever be forgotten.
everyone was there to send her off the final journey.
a teacher passionate about teaching and also spent most of her precious time in Coral Choir.

Coral choir[graduated+those current students]. sang 2 songs for her.
distant shore and around the world.
i remember the songs.
but then this time round, i[as well as everyone] sing it with a heavy heart.
to sing to her for the last time[i know its difficult for everyone].
and seriously, i didn't know how we fare. i was not in a mood to judge.
i know everyone there singing both this songs got a common goal. which is to sing to her for the last time.
sighh.
before we sing both this songs, my tears already welled up my eyes.
and when the first word came out of my mouth, the tears just drop and drop(i was standing beside my sis and she was crying too,almost everyone) and i couldn't sing anymore.no way. but then i manage to sing it finish with the rest, as well as the second song.
but we know as we sang, we cried. everyone cried.
all the memories hit me and i think to almost everyone.
sighh.
:(
all the memories of choir drowned our sorrows.
the melodies of our voices, reminded everyone there of our bubbly conductor.
as we sing, everyone cry.

after we sing finish, im still crying.
as we see her for the last time, im still crying too.
as they were choosing ppl to carry the coffin, my head was facing the wall.with my head low,i cried and cried. tears just dropped.
:(
as we walked for a distance, i cried. im still crying.
how i hope this is just a dream and not real.
but it isn't. it was for real.
i know everyone there walked with heavy hearts.
i seem to be in a world of my own[ just like my blog url] already.
the tears just dropped.
i don't know how to stop it.
on the bus, i cried a bit.
when we reach Mandai crematorium.
i didn't shed any tears there.
at the viewing hall there.
i heard sniffling.i know ppl were still crying. but not as hard.
and at least we didn't get to see those people pushing the coffin into the blazing fire.
but as the coffin slowly disappeared from our sight, we know almost everyone there heart really really sank.

i remember my friend msg
we shouldn't have cried.
as we know she don't have to suffer from the pain anymore, and also, she's enjoying herself in heaven.
:(
and it takes time.
i agree.

i will never forget the audition times,the NDP times, the perth trip, the SYF times,the snow city, all the choir practices with you nagging to everyone of us if we are not concentrating, all the chinese lesson that was fun filled with her laughter and jokes out of the blue, your story beyond the textbook, all the naggings because she cares and etc.
i know all this will be locked up in my heart.
and the memories will never be gone.
everyone knows its hard to let go.
i still miss her(maybe all this happen all of the sudden).just like all the others who will also miss her.
thanks for the wonderful times in coral.
everyone loves and miss you.

~~~~~~~

school starting soon.
:(
thats the most sickening thing in the world right now.
sighh.

no1 at home.
no1 at home.
so lonely.
:(
hai.
i miss sch.
i miss my friends.
and yah. after this sem. SIP coming.
>.<
ahhh. i hate it!


Distant shore-
a song that was taught to me in choir.
a song that run in my mind even after i graduated.

once i gaze upon a distant shore, watching seabirds as they fill the sky, standing out there in the misty air, how i wish that i could fly.
the water is wide, i cannot cross ore, and neither have i, the wings to fly, give me a boat, that can carry two, and both shall row, my love and i.
how i wish that i could fly.

shall sing this song later on.
but im not sure whether i can survive through singing this song.
im so afraid that before i sing finish this song, i would cry. or even before we start to sing this song,i would cry.
except this time round. there's something different.
w/o her as conductor.
and singing to her for the last time before her final depature.
my friend told me to control my tears later.
but then i really don't know if i can control it.

my HANDPHONE broke record.
theres now like 500 plus msg. cos simply, im too lazy to delete it so i just left it in my inbox and who knows it accumulates to 500 plus since Sun.

the most that i have is 400 plus.
then i will delete.
but this time round.
hm.
nvm. let it accumulate.

hai.
:(

yesterday went out with my friends.
went to KBOX.
i know im feeling ok.
but then. dan phone me. told me something. i was like huhh?
btw, dan, if u read this, after ya checkup, tell me how was it ok?
yah, then we sing sing sing.
sing sing sing.
im drowing myself into singing.
and yah lah. kbox with my darlings right, was FUN!
xj not feeling well. hope she's ok.
:)
went to eat after that with wanhui.
after that took MRT home.
walked home after that.
well.......

shall blog tmr.


[edited]
yesterday. mixed emotions again.

=/

scary ain't it?
in the afternoon, i spend my whole day outside with dawn.
:)
had lunch at Pasir ris central.
and then went to ws LIB.
borrowed books.
but we were there like for a whole lot of hours?
think for abt 2-3 hours.

then, my friend called my handphone till no batt.
haha.
:)
both of us pro eh.
and then before that someone msg me a bad news.
saying that one of my friend gotten cancer.
:(
scary. after the bad news on Sun.
Mon i gotten another one.
heard he's very weak now.
i hope that he will recover soon.

i will pray for u.

so weird feeling.after i recieved the msg.
i thought he was doing fine until..
toppled up the whole monday with some happy thingy(which i shouldn't say, hehe)

thats why i say mix emotion for the whole of Mon.

thats why i cried again last night.
cos im happy and sad(mix emotions)
but yay.
feeling whole lots of better.

Later is my date with my darlings.
haha.
and of course.
we are going to the KBOX.
arghhh.
lets scream our lungs out, whooo.
:)

hope all bad things go away.
good things coming along the way.
:)

[edited]
:)
bank in my cheques.
and yay.
it can be bank in.
and the person there was like teaching me the crossing thingy and order thingy.
:)
i so happy!!
anyway. she don't teach also can.
i flip my notes can leh.
haha.
but i still happy lah.
alright. till then ciaos.


i know im bad at controlling my tears.
but yesterday seems to be the longest day i ever had.

yesterday morning at 8.45am.
i as usual went to the washroom. then i intend to sleep for another hour or so then i woke up.
but that never ever happen.
my SIS surprisingly woke up so early. at nine,she went into my room. i was shock to see her woke up so early.
then she look at me.
then i asked her what happen. then she say her friend called her and told her that Mdm Ong passed away.
i looked at her with my eyes big.
and i was like WHAT!
the news just came to me even before i was totally fully awake.
i was shock(who ain't? for those thousand of coral students and ex-students)
my heart definitely stop beating for a few seconds.
then i msg my friends.
and soon enough. sms-es came along.
Mr osman did msg me too.
from 9-12. i was in total shock.
shock.shock.shock.
next thing i knew.at 12pm, i went to buy lunch for my mum and brother.
then the next thing i knew, tears welled up into my eyes and then it roll down my cheeks.
i was telling dan im feeling so weird.
wana cry but couldn't cry. thn she told me when we went to the wake later, tears will definitely drop.
i know while walking to central, other ppl were like staring at me, what's on earth is this girl crying?
but i don't care.
i only know tears wana drop.
but i manage to stop myself from crying.
but once i reach home and use the washroom again, tears again dropped down.when all the memories came flooding into my mind.
sighh.
in actual fact, cos me and dan saw her last year(nov or dec) at Century Square, she was still talking to us, and she looks like she's recovering.
and suddenly.
the shocking news came.

tingting also shock.
when i called her, she was like u know what happen?
i say yah, i know what happened.
she say she's too shock right now.
haix.

my friend told me not to be sad.
but how can i don't be sad when:
She's my chinese teacher from sec 1-sec 5.
She's my choir teacher from sec 1-sec 5
all the times with her in the classroom and music room.
:(

i seem like a zombie in my house. my sis also.
we don't know what to say. no mood for anything.
superstar re-telecast also no mood.
nothing.
shocking news.sad.
but true.

bath and went to meet my friends and we went to the wake.
heard from my sis a fight nearly broke out.
nobody want things to turn out this way.
none of us.
im sure none of the coral pupils(graduated or haven graduated) want things to turn out this way.
why nearly want to fight at the wake.
went to offer joss stick to her.
went to look at her.
she looks beautiful.
however, when i look at her in the first place, it does not looks like her.
maybe is because the face is much more thinner. or maybe i couldn't bear to look at her.
but i still.in the end.
:'(
and i was trying to fight away the tears that once again welled up in my eyes again.
it didn't drop.
im trying not to cry for sure.
and yah. saw lots of my friends.
familiar and unfamiliar faces at the wake.
a lot of ppl went to pay their last respect too.
so many students, teachers too.
were there.
and yah, i agreed with dan, what a wrong event for all to meet up and gathered.
its really...................... all the teachers, and the friends, familiar and unfamiliar faces.
haix.

reach there at abt 7 plus, went home close to 11pm, reach home at about 11.30pm.
bath and then . . .
flopped down into my bed, tears again. haixx.
tried to sleep. but can't.
haix.

wednesday, her last journey

goodbye Mdm ong, i know everyone will miss you. and everyone love you.
and as usual, tears starts to drop again.

goodbye.


im so sad right now.
there's a scar at my ankle there.
boohoohoo.

that time fell down. in the end.
SCAR!
arghh.
stupid scar. go away.

no one at home.
my sis at speech day award ceremony(prize recepient-CCA award again)
my brother at CG(cultural group)- need to perform later on at the speech day award.
mum at market.
i at home.

wah. sian. sian.sian.

hai.
:(

btw. yesterday so funny. tingting called me and told me that at CS(century square), they saw fel de. *winks*.
then somemore, hit fel head somemore.aiyah.SWEETIE COUPLE IN FUTURE EH!
:)

well.
till then. ciaos!


arghh.
i woke up at 8am today.
im pretty upset by that.

but nvm. tmr can sleep later.
had bee hoon for breakfast just now.
and now. i have been hogging up to my computer.

just photocopy some stuff from my printer.
:(
need to give it to my brother later cos he's going to the SIR building to make his IC.
oh how cool is that.
haha.

i miss sch lots.
sigh.

i wana go out. but im just lazy.
i wana go orchard.
when is my PAY-CHECK coming?

yesterday night, my mum cook wan ton soup.
and i have been digging don't know how many wan ton then.
oh no.
i need to go for a run later on if the weather is ok.
hope no RAIN.
unlike the past few days.

hm.
oh yah. the ship accident in the don't know what country i have forgotten that killed 4 Singaporeans.
one of them is my mum friend aunt daughter(which mean niece is it).
sigh. yesterday they talked over it. and then they say life is short.
aww. its really short.

sighh..

wonder what i should eat later on for lunch.
awww....

now is sick time.for me
im having sore throat.
and its getting worst..
spare my voice please.
thanks.

oh well.
shall see how the weather goes later.
i go read my books already.
bye~


i changed my blogskin.

m i getting use to wake up so early or what is wrong with my mind.
i woke up at a freaking 7 plus today.
don't know the reason. and simply. my sis who don't want to pack the bag last night. pack her school bag this morning. and switch on my room light.
freak lah!
=(

i wana sleep.

SLEEP.

oh well. im a lazy bum. keep on wanting to go out and yet. when the thought of going out. just make me so lazy.
thats explain why i haven even went to book my BTT.
hahahaha.
cos im lazy.
aiyah. that one can wait.
a lot of things still waiting for me to do.
i wana enjoy my holidays for now.
driving can wait.
but my diploma and my dreams cannot wait.
theres a lot of things waiting for me to do.
waiting for me to realise.
waiting for me to achieve.
waiting for me. . .

awww. but i still need more sleep lah.
hope tmr they don't barg into my room and switch on my lights and stuff.
haha.
what should i have for my lunch later on?
heee

but let me finish my full house story book.
and yes. i re-read everything.
cos i keep on saying. i wouldn't die on the traditional words.
so haha.
=)
i almost did it okay.
ganbatte neh!!

till then, ciaos!


i <3 music.

somehow its all lost.
wed should have piano lesson.
but then since im not learning anymore.
something is missing every wednesday.

i still wana learn. but then.
sigh.

i hate life.
i hate everything.
it seem so only.

=(

im so bored.
life is not bored.
but then hols is bored.
i rather school starts soon.
working life is never fun at all.
never fun at all.

sigh.

im pretty piss off by lots of things happen yesterday.
long story. in fact, actually not long.
but then yesterday afternoon i was having fun with my friends in Orchard.
=)
met xx for lunch. then went to meet leechin and weiyi.
went to cine Kbox.
and sing our hearts out.
however.
i couldn't sing JJ song w/o xj,
i couldn't sing Jay song w/o carol and jane.
but we got fun and laughter inside there.
hehe.
=)

then we went to find Jane who was working at Taka.
then we went to meet Adam at the orchard mrt station.
waited for jane to finish work. so that we can go for dinner
then we went to NYDC for dinner.
after finding so many places to eat.
order Spaghetti ..
and yah.
nice and delicious lah.
chatted with the rest.
and daisy bought for us postcards.
haha.
from mel.
chatted with everyone.
have a fun filled night with them.
ahh. friends are the best.
besides bf i think.
haha.
=)

the 6 of us spent abt 100 plus there.
so yah.

took bus 518 home.
reach home near to 11pm.
:)

i love it.

today. hm.
was suppose to have sushi section at the whose house. in the end, cannot.
now supposedly everyone not free leh.

wana bowl.who is free huh?
:)

life is not abt perfect.
but then. is abt how to be perfect.


http://www.jjlin.name
check this out lah.
arghh.
and JJ gona have his concert this year at 24/06/06
but wait a min. ain't that day my mum bday?
arghhh.
and the party is on 23/04/06
at 7pm.
at expo hall 8.

arghh. i can't wait for it!!


[edited]
ZHIYANG.
yes!!!!!!
he won the title!!
:)

yeah.
i go and slp first. later then blog.
bye!

=)
finally can have a good nite sleep.
blog at 12.53am.

[edited]
alright, i finally wake up at.
no. woke up.
haha.
=)

as i said, on SAT. i was in Malaysia.
okay.
i woke up at 4.30am.
then we bath and stuff. then we went out of our house at 5.30am.
then we drove to jurong and pick up my cousin, cousin-in-law and also my nephews.
then we use the second link to malaysia.
pass by the NTU in the night.look nice. but didn't catch any glimpse of it. cos i was tired.
hohoho. okok.

then when we reach the second link, my cousin-in-law called my another cousin-in-law, and they say they woke up late.
so we were told to eat breakfast then. we went for breakfast. and hell. early morning the weather so cold. very cold. cos i was wearing a sleveless top and then a pair of shorts. yah. of course cold.
ate breakfast.

then we went to the Cemetery.. waited for the others to reached.
once they reach. we pray to my grandparents first. if my whole paternal side is to come right. hohoho. i don't know how many ppl will be there. anyway yah. i think my parents went to don't know how many places to pray.
and malaysia cemetery can like you know.
your grandma and grandpa can be so called put together. so is like. im praying to at least 10 pple is it????
i don't know lah. i only pray to 2.(my grandpa and grandma)
cos the rest is either still have to walk to the place. or drive there. so i didn't lor. and somemore so hot. arghhhh..
and interestingly. malaysia when they pray during qing ming jie, they put fire crackers worx.
we heard fire-crackers leh!
haha. don't call me sua ku or what lah.
only those who brought fire-crackers will put lor.
i heard don't know how many that day. we didn't put anyway.
this is so different from S'pore. as in S'pore where can put all this stuff?
then we went to pontian(don't know is it spelt like that) to my cousin house. haha.
then we rested there. before we went back to kukup(oh yah, its where my dad lives lah)

upon we reach. tired lah. yawns. bathed. and yah. went to my cousin room and then we saw they all playing computer games.yah lah. maple story. haha.
then yah, my cousin also gave birth to another nephew on is it friday. haha. okok.

okok. i went to bed and just sleep. slack. then we have dinner. dad went to the seafood Restaurant and bought crabs. yah. crabs to add on to the dinner we will be having. have dinner at my second aunt house. not my uncle house.
confused. nope.
my aunt house is just beside my uncle house. understand not?
ok.
we have crabs, have fish, have don't know what i forgotten for dinner. at 4PM ok. dinner at that time. haha.
okok.
then my cousin ask when we coming back again. haha. eh i don't know. even when my mum arrive near to the house right, the neighbours were like you all long time never come back liao hor. i was like haha.
think sld be next year ba. maybe only.
haha.

once we finished.
we went back to Singapore. driving back to Singapore kills lah.
2 hours plus ride. i feel like vomitting only.
okok. then we use PIE back again. and yah. when i pass by NTU. i was like asking my dad is this NTU?
then he said yah. then i was like .. its bigger than NUS leh. even my mum also agree. whaaa. i thought NUS bigger. but no leh. NTU bigger now.
or am i wrong?
okok lah. im mad lah.
or sld i say sua ku.

hm.
then reach home and just bath again. HOT lah.

yesterday i was waiting for 7.30pm- campus superstar finals.
i LIKE it so much. all the songs so nice.
Zhiyang was the best ever.
his kiss goodbye and superwoman.
and his lian ai da ren and yi shou jian dan de ge. all my favourites.
i was rooting for him since the beginning. and yes. he WON!!!
i don't dare to watch the fight between him and renfred. i was in my sis room and i ask her to shout whose face appears. then when it was him and teresa, i also do the same thing.
my eyes just got tears lah. happy that he won!!
=)

happy.
haha..

byebye. i go eat breakfast leh.
edited at 8.38am.
=)

DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
shy, independent/dependent, perfectionist
music, piano, shopping, family & friends make up her life
loves cheescakes & chocolates,beach & stars
wish for honours(hopefully), driving license, travel around the world, happily ever after, get a good job, diamonds, digital camera

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